You're not a perfect father like i used to compare in Family Movies or my father's friend
You seldom to ask for familly vacation since i was child
You never taught me and even lead as Imam for our pray
I hated you because of this
I hated you more to raise me to be tough as I am today
Somehow i want to be treated like a "daddy's girl" (in fact I never had)
I didnt excited to chat with you, as you only discussed about technology, job, or politics
You dont seems care enough to hear about what i'm feeling
About how I hate my job
How tough it is,how dirty is & and how shitty is
But you know
I realize now..
There's such no perfect father in this world
The relationship between you & God is the deepest & most secret that human being ever had
I don't wanna bother that, cause I have my own that only me know about it and there's no one else
Thanks for encourage me and push me to keep stay within my job today
Which taught me a lot, to be tough in this life..
To be smart in such of hard situation
To be curious more & never stop learning
To be confident to face whatever in front of you, as long as you're right
I just don't wanna miss to say thank you..
You may not the best, but deep inside there
I know you love me
Thank you for everything..as I can't describe for every single things
May Allah give you health and show the right path
Love
Your daughter
